how to make it deluxe?

yeah.. trakhir kali kita berjumpa adalah tahun lalu Blog.
sometimes i miss you lohh

kali ini gue lagi stress soal game.
SIMS 2 .. 2 hari 2 malem gue mati2an instal game ini.. tapi tetep aja masi ngaco n ga bisa g mainin.
apa karena komputer gue pake windows 7 n ga compatible?
apa karena gue ga mampu beli cd asli dan ini adalah karma karena gue uda beli cd bajakan??
apa karena gue yang .... goblog?

sekarang gue lagi mencoba one last try.
bisa apa gak yaudah.. pasrah gue.. *mungkin bsok bakal jadi hari ketiga gue ngebajak komputer ini lagi demi sims 2.

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akhir2 ini gue baca buku atau blog postingan Raditya Dika.
dulu gue sangat menganggap kalo orang ini jayus dan gak menarik
dan ternyata gue salah besar!!
buku dia sangat menarik dan bikin gue ketawa ngakak mulu :D!

terkadang isi dari tulisan dia itu gak jauh2 dari cinta-cintaan tapi tetep aja kejujuran dia di blog itu yang menjadi komedi.

salute to u Raditya Dika!
ternyata Tuhan itu adil! :p

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robeklah aku dan ambil hatiku

yap itu yang lagi gue rasain ke cowo gue..
knapa?
Karna gue heran hati dia sendiri itu dibuat dari batu apa besi.
Bisa2nya dia ngomong kasar uda gitu dia yang marah..
Heran gue... Klao ngomong saringnya pake apa sih dia?
otak sma hati gak kepake jadinya hati gue yang sakit.. *geleng-geleng kpala sambil ngurut dada...
mungkin gara2 dia uda bayarin tiket2 gue kali yah jadi ngenges gt?
woii lu cowo kali! jangan cuma karna uda bayarin gue jadi makin semena-mena ama gue!
gue cewe lu bukan babu!!
uda ahhh ganti topikk...

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Papa suru gue blajar main saham ama lexi cowo nya pipi yg baru..
oh God! jujur saham, bisnis, politik that's not my interest at all..
but what can i do??
demi senengin papa mama maka gue iya n brusaha coba..
(actually itu cikal bakal yg bikin ws pikir gue adalah babu dia)
lanjut..
i wish i can live my life like what i want..
become a backpacker in europe, have a bule boyfriend n love me so much and always please me, riding a car until nowhere at least can make me happy with my soulmate..
itu yang bener2 gue mau lakuin..
but what can i do..??

apa sih yang gue bisa?
blajar mobil jg gak bisa2 tuh..
huff..

hei blog ..

its been a long time..
cupp...
yesterday was my birthday ! yey!
touring to puncak with motorcycle n my bf..
what a fascinating weekend..
sometimes we need just let everything flow.. even we ever doesnt like about any idea..
but its not that bad ..

from this bday...
im hoping this present :


i loveeeee this camera! waterproof!!

and



but the white one..
hehe...

cant wait for it ..

Part 1
heii!!
happy new yearr...!
it's already 2010..
so many things just happen lately..
well...
my new year started not that good..
actually it's about my sis's ex fiancee
they broke up, my sis still waiting but he has another girl
brokenheart, tears, vengeance, disappointed
thats what my sis (also the other family feel me neither)
honestly i trusted this guy until today..
me , mom, dad saw his pic with his new girl's family..
i can see daddy very disappointed ..

Actually i think about my new quote while take a shower
'which one is better? Get what u want but lost what u have OR keep what u have but lost what u want??"

Part 2
It's about my best friend jeje.
she's soooooo damn unlucky..
his ex bf who just broke up whit her almot 2 weeks ago caught that jeje's ex bf stay a night at his sorority room..
even that's not what jeje wanted and nothings happen.
but their relationship it's really over..
i'm scared its gonna happen to me..
please god no!

Part 3
I really really really want to play sims 3 world expansion..
but bloody hell! something always on my way disturbing me..
and today i already install the sims 3 5 times!!!
its killing me cos still error..
what the hell is going on??

jerit!

Hei kalau gue mati, nangis ga lo?
Karena kalo gue ga mati, lo ga bakal sadar kalo lo tuh butuh gue!
Hei kalau gue mati, merana ga lo?
Karena kalo gue ga mati, lo ga bakal tau kalo tanpa gue lo tuh merana!
Hei kalo gue mati, menjerit ga lo?
Karena kalo gue ga mati, gue terus yang akan menjerit karena sakit hati!

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Dikala senja menangis
Dan cakrawala tak tampak

Saat itulah aku tak ingin bersamamu lagi

Dikala matahari menguap
Dan awan tenggelam

Saat itulah aku tak ingin bersamamu lagi

Dikala bulan tak lagi muncul
Dan bintang mati cahaya

Saat itulah aku tak ingin bersamamu lagi

Just Feel So Empty ..

yep .. itu yang g rasain skarang..
EMPTY...
g ga tau knapa, mungkin karna g lagi sendirian dikamar yang hening..
cuma ada suara tuts keyboard n kumandang suara joel madden ..
slainnya ga g dengerin lagi..

i feel so blank..
i dont want to know about the world
i dont care about what people says
cos i think they always do the same thing
are u happy out there in this great wide world?
actually im happy enough..
having my family and my boyfren by my side..
but why i feel so empty..
human never can be satisfied...
try to feel Ok..
every night i've got a nightmare..
i can't sleep tight..
stressfull, guilty, madness
that's on my dream..

LIA is going nuts!!!
mungkin g perlu bikin video kaya artis2 biar bisa numpahin unek2 g ..
hahhaa..
but im not that brave..
im fuckin coward..
im coward enough to cry behind my smile
im coward enough to screamin behind my words

terkadang g pikir.. apakah mereka akan menangis disaat g ga ada..
disaat LIA lenyap dari muka bumi..
disaat mereka sadar LIA uda ga ada..
disaat semuanya uda terlambat..

Hati g ga akan pernah membeku
LIA sangat perasa..
sangat gampang stres
selalu mikirin pikiran orang
selalu khawatir sama posisinya sebagai human being
selalu takut untuk ga dipandang sama orang-orang
selalu merasa terlupakan
selalu berpikir gampang untung tergantikan oleh orang lain..

karena LIA orang yang pas-pasan
LIA ga sepinter pikiran orang
LIA ga sebaik anggapan orang
LIA ga segaul teman-teman
LIA ga sekaya mereka
LIA ga seroyal harapan mereka
LIA ga sesukses keinginan mereka

makanya LIA merasa hampa...